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Wednesday, October 31, 2012
My recent article for mbaskool.com..a lot more coming in this space :)
Friday, August 5, 2011
SOMEWHERE I BELONG
Somewhere I belong.....But where?...Probably this is the question that keeps us driving.....But do all of us are following the right path to reach our place or we end up assuming that this is the place I was supposed to be......We all are fighting, in some way or other to proof our worth not to others but ourselves...Fighting to get the answers for some unanswerable....Scurrying through life trying to make it large but does it really matters and if yes, definitely not to thyself in the end..... Fighting to feel a sense of pride, honour and respect not from others but self (a bit contradictory? Confused) everytime we break a barrier....Keeping the spirited fight alive to get a sense of purpose for living.....But with whom are we fighting?...Probably we are challenging our own questions and limitations....Everytime we cross one, another one pops up....Are they the same answers we were initially looking for....Is our voyage in right direction? In the quest of searching these answers, Are we losing some more important questions? And more importantly, are we losing people we don’t want to lose? And what if you know that these answers are not going to give you your answer? Probably you are running into it because you know that these questions will help you overlook those unanswerable which really mattered to you and whose answers you already knew....But how come they are unanswerable when you already knew the answer?....May be, the solution is conundrum or the answers are unpleasant....What to do to shun these questions....Will adjusting our sails help us get out of storm and steer the ship in right direction? The question remains the same, how to take a load off one’s mind? If I had the answer, I would not have ended up writing here.....
Sunday, February 20, 2011
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Monday, December 13, 2010
HAZARO KHWAISEIN AISI
Some dreams always remain a dream. They never come true.In our childhood days we all fantasized of becoming superheroes (Ah! Come on! Almost everyone of us did that imagining ourselves wearing underwear over the pants). As we grow up, these dreams also grow with us and take different lineaments and remains in our heart at some secluded place (and obviously that underwear dream is not there) where everything is perfect. Thinking of them brings smile. Some come true and some do not. In the fast pace of life some dreams are left back and some are carried forward (“Kehne ko saath apne ek duniya chalti hai par chupke is dil me tanhayee palti hai”).
Dreams that are not shared with everyone, Dreams of making it large, Dreams of reaching the new heights in life, Dreams of making someone smile, Dreams of hugging someone very special to never let her go, Dreams of bringing down all the happiness down on her feet for just one small stupid, selfish desire…a smile on her face..... , Dreams of growing and expanding, Dreams of becoming a DREAM and many such countless dreams for which words are not enough. Some of us live our dreams and some of us try and fail but never give up because these dreams are impetus for us to forge ahead. Some come true and some do not…some new dreams are born…We try and sometimes fail and this is what life is all about….being honest in our attempts. Dreams are our umbilical cord. We all say to our hearts “Picture abhi baaki hai mere dost”.
Life is DREAMZ UNLIMITED…. :-)
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
NOSTALGIA – a reason to smile
Not to deny, we got the best of the finals ever and in the end the TIGERS proved to be better than the PANTHERS by just 2 runs. For me the turning point was the dismissal of Prem. Super cool Bachani caught a rocket in the deep to pack his bags. An unforgettable catch! Shivram, find of the tournament, almost took the game away from the TIGERS with his wild brutal hitting but DJ had different plans. DJ, captain of the TIGERS who won many matches for us in the CSE-ECE duels, once again led from the front and came to the party. He took the last wicket to calm down the nerves and the TIGERS roared.
I still feel pain for not playing in the finale. It still hurts me to think what it would have felt to play in the front of full packed ET Hostel crowd supporting their favorites. But the two best teams of the tournament played the final and they deserved it.
It is always sad to end on the loosing side….:(
CONFESSION ROOM
PLACE – ET-Hostel, Sec-6,Near Chinmaya Degree Collg., BHEL, Haridwar
Just after spending few weeks at the hostel, we went back to home for Dussehera and Diwali vacations and when we came back we were still getting acquainted with each other and the chemistry was still developing for an epoch. we, the students of flat no.45, 46 and 48 decided to have some fun on the weekend and convinced our beloved(:P) supervisor D***O(His real name was Jitendra) to allow us to carry the mess television to our rooms through backyard late in the night. We promised him to return the TV, early in the next morning but much to his dismay we were asleep and he had to come to our room after his seven to eight missed calls. We also included Pawan who lived in room no. 11 in the plan as he had the CD player then and we needed it. Next time we needed the TV, D***O refused and the onus was left on pragmatic yogesh to convince him and Voila! He agreed. But the trouble didn’t end here. Right at the climax of the movie somebody knocked at the door at 2 A:M and everyone was like ” Sssshh!! Ssshh!! Don’t shout, switch off the TV! Don’t Panic!”. With everyone in terror, Ravi opened the door and it was our NIKHIL at the door. In his usual style Nikhil first gaped and then exclaimed “Arrreeeyy TVVVV Vv!” and I thought “Is he from the village of Abhishek Bacchan(from MUMBAI SE AAYA MERA DOST)? Why such a reaction? ”.Much to our relief, he returned to his normal breath rate soon and we resumed our show with some flashback (Nobody bothered to ask him and neither did he tell why he came at that time). And no prizes for guessing, next day everyone from the ET Hostel knew that a sin was committed last night and the funniest part for me was when somebody (I don’t remember the name exactly) asked me about it and I said ” Kya baat kar raha hai? Aisa kaise yaar? Mujhe to pata bhi nahi chala.. ” but all our attempt went in vain and everyone knew that something was conspired last night.
On the next Saturday, movie JUMANJI was coming on some channel and the guys refused to submit the TV at 10 P.M (Official timing for switching off the TV) as it was a holiday next day and they wanted to watch the full movie. And then Mishra came up with a brilliant plan. Our warden (Mr. Mayank Agrawal ) was not in the hostel and we once again convinced D***O to give us the TV kept in the room of Mr.Agrawal and this time we were punctual enough to return the TV on time.
Anyways, Shruti came with the first computer of our hostel after 1st sem., which later turned into a radio (Take my tribute for that ENIAC shruti if you are reading this. I hope it is still alive) and we no longer went to D***O for the TV and we watched movies happily thereafter….. :)
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
HONOUR KILLING-when culture kills
I normally eschew my writing temptations till something perturbs me deep inside. The news that is consistently striking the newspaper headlines from last few months are the news of honour killings. The generality of the victims were the young girls and women. Some of the brutal killings left me with goose pimples and I asked myself “Are we really living in 21st century?” Apart from the modern India where we are ushering into gender partnership there runs a parallel India on the other side where gender equality is still a distant dream and people kill their kin for the sake of (false) social cohesion. The most appalling part is the impudent and unrepentant behavior of the imbecile culprits. I was left aghast to read that majority of the culprits were the youths wearing jeans and t-shirt and not with the traditional “dhoti-kurta” attire. Brother killing his sister, Mother killing her daughter and Grandparents killing their grandchildren, damning the shared childhood memories to become the upholders of tradition. Families want girls to study to land good husbands, but clamp down hard on love marriages, which are rising anyway. These incidents are an anathema on our society and obfuscating our path of development. These incidents prove that some part of our so called society is still not ready to give equal status to girls and when they choose their own partner in defiance of norms, the overriding sentiments try to stop her at all cost. What can make you more lugubrious is the fact that the educated class is also a part of this unjustifiable heinous crime apart from the uneducated bucolic people which shows their double octane backwardness. They don’t understand the slight difference between living the life with a rich and a rich life.
One interesting question that comes to my mind is that what these people think of the “swayamvars” mentioned in the Hindu mythology which according to me was a system for choosing the groom by a girl on her own norms.
In the end, there is no honour, only shame in killing.
Thursday, July 1, 2010
DIILOGICAL
Sunday, June 27, 2010
ARZ KIYA HAI.....
Aaj dulhan k lal jode me use uski sakhiyon ne sajaya hoga..
Meri jaan k gore hatho ko mehndi se rachaya hoga...
Bahut gehra chada hoga mehndi ka rang , us mehndi me usne mera naam bhi chupaya hoga...
Reh reh k ro padi hogi wo jab jab usko khyal mera aaya hoga...
Khud ko dekha hoga usne jab aaine me to aks mera b najar aaya hoga..
Lag rahi hogi bahut hi sundar wo,aaj dekhkar usko chand bhi sharmaya hoga....
Aaj meri jaan ne apne maa-baap ki izzat ko bachaya hoga....
Usne beti hone ka har farz nibhaya hoga.....
Majboor hogi sabse zyada wo sochta hu kis tarah usne khud ko samjhaya hoga.....
Apne hatho se mere khato ko jalaya hoga...
Khud ko majbut banakar usne hamari yado ko mitaya hoga...
Bhukhi hogi wo janta hu usne mere bina kuch nahi khaya hoga...
Kaise sambhala hoga apne aap ko jab usne khud ko fero ki aag me jalaya hoga......