SOMEWHERE I BELONG

Somewhere I belong.....But where?...Probably this is the question that keeps us driving.....But do all of us are following the right path to reach our place or we end up assuming that this is the place I was supposed to be......We all are fighting, in some way or other to proof our worth not to others but ourselves...Fighting to get the answers for some unanswerable....Scurrying through life trying to make it large but does it really matters and if yes, definitely not to thyself in the end..... Fighting to feel a sense of pride, honour and respect not from others but self (a bit contradictory? Confused) everytime we break a barrier....Keeping the spirited fight alive to get a sense of purpose for living.....But with whom are we fighting?...Probably we are challenging our own questions and limitations....Everytime we cross one, another one pops up....Are they the same answers we were initially looking for....Is our voyage in right direction? In the quest of searching these answers, Are we losing some more important questions? And more importantly, are we losing people we don’t want to lose? And what if you know that these answers are not going to give you your answer? Probably you are running into it because you know that these questions will help you overlook those unanswerable which really mattered to you and whose answers you already knew....But how come they are unanswerable when you already knew the answer?....May be, the solution is conundrum or the answers are unpleasant....What to do to shun these questions....Will adjusting our sails help us get out of storm and steer the ship in right direction? The question remains the same, how to take a load off one’s mind? If I had the answer, I would not have ended up writing here.....

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WOw!!!..accessing gmail and all other social networking sites in infy from last 3 days without any proxy.....full bounty.....finally felt like writing something....almost after two and a half months i opened my orkut account....nothing new on orkut...its still boring...talking about mysore...life is good here because u don't need to think much....just do what they say...a bit tough to follow....the rules suck here....but most of the times we manage to get through those loopholes(rules are always a loophole...)....first few days were very tough...small group of 5 ppl but now the gang is increasing but still not complete(someone is still missing-:P)....problem no. two was sleeping for just 6 hrs...but now we manage to get some nap in the class also to make it to 8 hrs...Training is going to last till mid may and i hope we all stay here till that time...just clear those stupid tests which give us nightmares sometimes...completing a whole subject in 4 days...sometimes i feel how can they be so ruthless to we innocents....but thats for what they pay so little to us....to transform us into insomaniacs who can wake up from his bed at any hour of day and start talking codes...The best part is weekend here....go for movies,hang out with friends and go to class if u really care...who cares??Hmmm...time for friday assignments...need to complete it by tomorrow morning otherwise u know....Gud bye...:)